Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Dear Oregon

Dear Oregon,

Thank you. Yesterday, for a brief hour, while you were pouring angry rain down on my head at the exact same time that I was loading/unloading and reloading/unloading three small children in and out of the car for our weekly trip to the market, I was cursing you and wondering what the heck we were thinking. You see...rain as a single person? No big deal. Rain with three small people and no attached garage? Somewhat troubling to me.

But, then you stopped dumping buckets of rain from the sky, the clouds parted, the sun shined brightly, my kid jumped in a huge puddle (with no coat needed) for at least 30 minutes with some neighbor friends and became totally drenched from head to toe, I opened up nearly half of the windows in the house for some much needed fresh air and it was beautiful...dare I say, perfect.

And while I know this won't be the last time I question our logic, thank you. Thank you for reminding me why we are here...just in the nick of time. You seem to have a way of doing that for me and I appreciate it. At least for now, I'm at peace. ;)



Thursday, February 20, 2014

10 months

Yesterday Four days ago my girls hit the ten month mark. I'm actually not exactly certain how this happened. And I mean that quite literally. The last ten months have been pretty much a blur. And the thought that they will be a year old in two months is seriously way to much for my brain to comprehend. Yet, at the same time, last February seems like an entirely different lifetime ago. Crazy. The last ten months have been soooo full of change. To think that one year ago today we lived in Santa Monica and I was crazy pregnant with the girls...not possible. That had to have been at least five years ago...

Anyway...an update. :)

Sleep is starting to get sorted a bit after a VERY rough few (read: many) months of sheer insanity and very, VERY little sleep (for them and me). Naps are pretty patterned and bedtime is an actual bedtime that ends within 30 minutes or so (depending) from jammies to asleep in the bed (nursing, sometimes books with brother, etc) and it lasts a whopping two hours or so before I'm back on duty for preeeeeetty much the remainder of the night. Haha. But I'm telling you...those two hours have made me such a happier woman.

sweet sleeping bubs.
Teeth are bursting through. Each babe has the bottom center two and have for a few months now. Lilah's top center two are through the gums and making their way in. Alice's are just about there. They both have this cheeseball grin that they do with their bottom jaw jutted (is that a word?) forward a bit and their noses all squinched up. It is quite possibly the cutest thing I've ever seen. Alice really likes to do this when she is done with a meal while looking up at the ceiling and waving her head around. Hard to explain so you'll just have to trust me - it is freaking adorable.

Alice squinchy face
This is as close as I could get to a picture with her head back, squinchy smile. Doesn't really represent it fully.
It took them a long while to have any interest in food, but now they are quickly becoming foodies just like the rest of us. We have been using the philosophy of Baby Led Weaning, which is a British phrase that translates to Baby Led Introduction to First Foods in American English. ;) If you are a new parent, you should totally check it out. Aside from baking a yam here or there when  no part of our dinner seems age appropriate, I haven't pureed a single thing. They mostly just eat what we eat. It's pretty sweet. And water...holy moly, these girls love, love, love drinking water from a cup held by mama.

Thirsty Alice.
Lilah. Haha.
Avocadoy Lilah.
Thirsty Lilah.
When it is just too much work to use her fingers, Lilah uses this method.
Yammy Lilah.
They are always on the move. Alice started crawling at seven months. Lilah army crawled at eight months, but really picked up her pace with the regular style crawling at nine months and now they are all over the place. I never thought 1100 sq could seem so big. Haha. Just kidding. But they are definitely curious. Lilah wandered into Grandma's room the other night and then managed to close the door behind her. She was less than happy with that maneuver. They are obsessed with the bathroom (gross) and being under the kitchen table. Now that they are so mobile, they are much more entertained by their surroundings and my back is so much happier. Haha. The number of hours spent double ergoing them has dropped dramatically. ;) Alice roams around the house, pulls up to standing on any possible surface...and then gets mostly gets stuck. She is starting to perfect her dismount. Haha. Lilah is pulling up to standing too, but not with quite as much conviction as A. Lilah also just maneuvered herself from crawling to sitting for the first time today three days ago! Yay! We have been following the RIE philosophy with physical developmental stuff and have not sat her up alone and instead have let her discover the process on her own (although we fudged that a bit with the high chair). She looked so proud today. :) Alice pulled herself to standing on the side of a push toy today three days ago...it is only a matter of time. Yowsa.

Alice stuck standing under the dining table at brother's seat.
Lilah under the coffee table.
Lilah's new use for the bouncy seat.
Alice...so close to being really, really mobile. Ha.
They love: all of brother's toys, being involved in anything brother is doing, any form of strap or tag, to play the stack-'em-up-knock-'em-over game with blocks (obviously with me...or someone else...doing the stacking), the little bead maze thing, to eat any and all books they can get their hands on, and de-shelving bookshelves. Alice also really loves removing her diaper. Thank goodness for snap-closure cloth diapers! Sophie the giraffe is still huge and they really enjoy anything musical.

Reading with brother.
Taking over brother's bed to get to books.
Alice eating her self-removed diaper (newly put on and clean, luckily).
Alice taking off yet another diaper...this time instead of eating lunch.
Alice helping Bug with the daily rhythm chart.

Brother cuddling Lilah, cuddling a giant bear at the library.
Brother holding Lilah and making each other giggle.

The nightly trip to the bath. Always upon Nolan's request. Haha. He calls it marching (like the Jungle Book elephants).
With brother playing music on the Pooh disc player.
Busy Alice.

Playing with Nolan and Daddy's Angels hats. Alice kept putting Nolan's on her head/face.
They do not love: riding in the car (though it has improved substantially), being made to stay out of the bathroom...or brother's room when he doesn't want them in there, when momma leaves their sight for too long, teeth cutting through their gums, laying on their backs for more than one second (which as you may imagine makes diaper changes tricky), when you take their toothbrushes away, having their faces wiped after meals (woah...they REALLY hate that one), sitting in the high chair for even one minute without having something to eat or play with...or brother jumping around making them laugh, and they do not seem to understand all the hullabaloo over plain yogurt. ;)

Lilah chomping down on a green onion to help with teething pain.
Their personalities are amazing. They make me laugh every day. It is incredible to watch them interact with one another. They will look directly at each other and just start smiling and laughing and then often start making out. Haha. Lilah used to be the chatterbox and Alice was pretty quiet, but more mobile. They have evened out both. Lilah's first word was "Mama" and Alice's was "Dada". Just yesterday, Alice started saying "Mama" to me too (she was already chatting up a storm with other sounds). Warms the heart, you know? Suddenly last night four days ago Lilah said the beginnings of "cat" when we were petting Roxie (she has since become so incredibly tickled by this. She looks for the cat when you say "kitty cat" or "cat" and starts flapping around and giggling and saying "cat" and such). Crazy. Talking? Really? Lilah is always up for socializing. She waves "hi" and will pop up from nursing roughly 100 times if there is anyone else in the room. Alice is my little love bug. She is much more content to cuddle up and nurse without interruption and gives "kissies" upon request. :)

Alice giving kissies to the baby in the mirror.
Before I was pregnant with the girls, I was baffled by multiples. I would look at moms with twins and think, "holy cow...how in the world!?" and "there is no way I could do that!" Now that they are both here and I've gotten used to it a bit, I can't imagine one of them without the other. I still am in tears many times a week. I maneuver children around by their clothing more than I ever imagined was even possible out of sheer necessity when there is no other option and I only have one hand free. There are far more baby tears than I would ever like there to be when everyone needs mama all at once. And I often still feel overwhelmed and like there is no way this is real. Like I said before, these past ten months have been a blur of survival mode. But...all in all, it is pretty neat. Double ergoing, a makeshift Pack n' Play baby gate, a giant Lazy-Boy rocking chair, a sound machine, a ridiculous amount of online article reading (for ideas and encouragement), a FB multiples support/community page, and removal of most any sort of decor from waist level down has all contributed to slightly increased sanity. Haha. The other day, I even managed to nurse one baby while changing the other one's poopy diaper. Surely that means I am getting the hang of things. Ha.

Alice finished nursing earlier than Lilah...this is my lap while Alice plays and Lilah continues her meal.
Juggling babies at library story time.
We still don't know for sure whether the girls are identical or fraternal and my opinion still changes by the day. Nolan used to have a nearly perfect record (once he started really paying attention) on who was who, but the last month or so he has been all thrown off. Haha. I've even been tricked a handful of times, albeit briefly. It's like they growth spurt at slightly different times or something that makes them briefly look different from one another and then boom, the other catches up and it's like "woah!". Growing up, identical (or very look alike fraternal) twins always kind of freaked me out. The thought of two people looking exactly the same gave me the willies. Ha. Now I think it is just special.

Sissies. Lilah left. Alice right. All bundled up on a walk.
Everyday is a crazy adventure and although some of it is the typical (and sometimes mundane) routine with babies, mostly I never know what I'm getting myself into when we wake up for the day. I love the way they smell and the way they light up when I walk into the room. I love the way they crack up for their brother. I melt when they hold hands. I am so honored to be their mama. I thank my sweet Sofia for bringing them both to me.

Silly Alice.
Snow Angel Lilah. - first snow!
Alice. - first snow!
Alice and the spoon...

Monday, December 30, 2013


This week has been...uhm...rough. Nolan woke up on Christmas morning with a fever that then progressed to a nasty flu with phlegm everywhere, coughing that won't stop, days of seemingly everlasting fevers. He's on day 6 of couch potato-ing and sleeping most of the day away. The girls and I are on day 4. Anthony and my mom seem to be on day 1ish. I have found myself more than once falling into an ugly place of frustration, impatience and general negativity. It is an easy place to find myself after no sleep for what seems like forever, little independent adult time and the fact that this is round 6 of illness since October 1st (which in addition to our monthly out-of-pocket insurance premiums, we have spent (no joke) $1000 on doctor's visits for them to keep telling us, "it's just a virus" over and again). 

But...instead of dwelling on all that crap, this time, I will choose an attitude of gratitude. When I sit back and think about it, we have so very much to be grateful for!

*Family: Our families filled the base of our tree with toys, books and clothes to entertain and keep our babes warm and comfortable.

*My Mom: She is really where this post began for me. She has been unbelievable during this illness. When I was down for the count, a fevery mess who couldn't keep her eyes open even if I tried, she took my babes under her wing. She has put babies to sleep over and over without an ounce of frustration or anger when they wake back up for the 10th time in a row. She has sat up with babies for hours while I was with the other or while I was pumping for 45 minutes at 1:00 am (more on that later). She has cleaned the house, cooked meals, gone to the market, changed diapers and wiped more noses than anyone could ever count. She has done it all without a single ounce of being "put out"...at least not that she has shown me! Ha! She honestly is the most amazing woman I know. I hope that I can learn to be more like her.

*Anthony: He has been there for Nolan when I couldn't (whether under multiple babies or under a fevery haze). He has rearranged his work schedule and took a day off to help out. Which leads me to...

*Anthony's job: This one is a little tricky for me because so often I feel like his job is taking advantage of him and letting him down, but today, I choose gratitude for his co-workers who adjusted their schedules so he could be here for the holiday and then again on a sick day just days later. I am thankful that he has a job at all. So many well-qualified people don't. 

*Health: Uhm...I know. But it is relative, really. I am on a MoMs (moms of multiples) Facebook page and as of late a momma has been posting updates about one of her tiny little bubs having to be put on a ventilator at a hospital far from home. I can't even imagine. I think about a friend of mine who has cancer that has gone away and come back and is going through chemo again, but still maintains the most amazing, beautiful, loving attitude. I think about a childhood friend struggling so incredibly hard with the disease of addiction that has hurt her so much, but keeps on trying to beat it. My babes don't sleep much, they seemingly always have a cold and this flu has knocked the wind out of us, but we will keep our chins up. We will keep fighting our battle...no matter how big or small. And we will continue to think about and pray for and send love and light to our friends struggling with their own health battles too.

*Breastmilk: If you know me at all, you know how I feel about nursing. I support it without any "buts". However you wanna do it...wherever you wanna do it...you get it. The evening of day one of this flu, the girls were (simultaneously) latched on for most of the day...and night. You may or may not know, but milk supply is a supply and demand type of a thing. So...my body went, "Great! Babes need more milk, let's up production!" Normally this is a very useful mechanism. Unfortunately this particular instance occurred right before Alice went on an 18+ hour nursing strike and Lilah nursed about once. I thought I may actually combust. I was worried about adding clogged ducts or mastitis to my flu infection. I was in serious pain - it hurt to have my sweet baby girls laying on my chest. I was concerned that my supply would then go the opposite way and not be enough. And of course, I was so worried about my sicky, fevery babies who were refusing milk. Thankfully, I gave into the pump (which I HATE) ...45 minutes in the middle of the night later, I had pumped 13+ ounces of milk and felt significantly better. I took a heap of phytolacca homeopathics to help ward off infection and I googled "nursing strikes" and found a very informative, calming, reassuring article from Dr. Jay Gordon's website (http://drjaygordon.com/breastfeeding/nursing-strikes.html) that put my mind at ease regarding the girls. Sooo...I'm thankful for the amazing resources that surround me now and have in the past - an amazing lactation consultant and incredible midwives who have taught me so much about breast health and natural remedies and the internet...when I'm careful and patient enough to find helpful, healthful, reliable sources...not so much the panic-inducing WebMD. And!! Now I have a bountiful amount of readily available milk for squirting up snot-filled noses and on blistery red bums after fevers and limited milky consumption. Sweet! I even have some in my nose!

*Waterproof pads: We have had more leaky diapers than ideal, but thankfully they have all happened right on top of an aptly placed waterproof pad! Nice!

*Christmas break: Luckily (well...not so much for her) all this madness is happening on my Mom's Christmas break and she is home. She truly is the Grandest of mommas.

Hopefully I can roll this gratitude train right on in to 2014! 

Happy almost New Year, y'all!

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Happy 8 months! (3 days late)

Alice and Lilah,

I cannot believe you are already eight months old! Watching you grow has already been such an adventure. 


Everyone else,

If you need me, I'll be chasing down babies and refereeing toy battles.


Sweet stoic Lilah.
Alice and her signature bottom lip bite smile. :)

Saturday, November 16, 2013

The Twins' Birth Story and Happy 7 months!

Seven months ago today, I woke up after weeks of regular (but fairly weak) contractions and I knew it was the day I would meet my girls. But...I had also been nearly convinced at least three other times in the previous weeks (seriously, ask my doula. Haha), so I was trying my best not to get my hopes up. Funny enough, I swore up and down after Nolan's labor that there is no way I would be fooled this time like I had with him (contractions for weeks and being so sure...so many times). After all, I was a pro. I had already been through it. I knew the intensity and the depth of feel of an active labor contraction. But in my defense...all the "if this keeps up, I think this may be it" times this go-round were just that. I would alert my amazing doula that something was going on and I that I would get back to her if it really got going, but I refused to fully commit to the idea because I didn't want to be disappointed. Haha. It was as if my body was ramping up just enough to make me think it could be the beginning and then it would slow back down without ever fully convincing me and then would pitter out completely, leaving me to wake up in the morning, still pregnant and sans contractions.

But the morning of the 15th of April, I knew it was on. I was making breakfast when it really hit me and luckily I was mindful enough to quickly make plans for Nolan to go to a friend's house for the day...you know...just in case. I already had a dr's appointment scheduled for that morning for an NST (a non-stress test), so I didn't have to plan much. I finished my eggs and toast, ushered Nolan off with daddy and headed to the doc (yes, I drove myself...tricky on the way there...much trickier on the way home).

As I sat there on a hard-ish table, rather uncomfortably stuck with monitors on my belly, the contractions began the long, relatively slow process of strengthening. Anthony met me there after dropping bug off and he quickly became convinced that "this was it" too.

My doctor gave me two choices after checking my dilation - I was at 3.5 cm. I had done all the research I could to educate myself on birth and twin birth specifically. I had made peace in my heart with our choices and fought all the battles I felt that were worth fighting, though I must say, my doc is really awesome and was on board with close to everything I wanted (no induction, no interventions (not even a precautionary epidural), delayed cord clamping, immediately to my chest, etc). I was going to get to have my birth, the way I wanted it (obviously unless the health and well being of me or my babes was suddenly at risk). Anyway... The options.

*Option one: Head over to the hospital and wait. - Uhm...no thank you.
*Option two: Go home and walk. - Yes, please.

We headed home (in separate cars again) with me seriously thankful we lived only a mile from the doc and then we proceeded to walk. It was a beautiful thing really, Nolan was gone and Anthony called off work, so we just got to spend the whole day together, our last for quite a while I suspect (especially as we are celebrating the girls' seven month mark and it still hasn't happened again and probably won't anytime soon). 

We walked the 7ish blocks down the big hill from our house toward the ocean to lunch at our favorite pizza spot and I ate two huge slices of pizza with pesto sauce and extra basil on top (I wasn't taking any chances with this labor stalling. Ha) plus a giant salad. Contractions took another step up while we sat and ate. I had to stop what I was doing each time and breathe through them. They were about 3 minutes apart by now. We then traveled down the road to the ice cream shop where I got a huge chocolate cone, finished it and ate part of Anthony's. I was loading up for some serious work! Haha. 

Next stop was a little farther south to fish co. to pee. Fish co, for those of you who don't know, is where it all began. It is where Anthony and I met and worked together for about three years. The staff there are kind of like family to us, so it was great to see a few of them too. People kept asking me if I was ok as I stopped conversations mid-sentence, closed my eyes, held on to Anthony's shoulders and swayed. And I would reply, "Oh yeah...I'm just in labor...like going to the hospital as soon as we make it up the hill". And then we would giggle at their looks of panic. :) 

From fish co, we began the 3/4 mile trip back up the hill (the same hill I could barely walk up by 30 weeks of pregnancy without stopping and without starting contractions by the top). By now contractions were only about 2 minutes apart and lasted about a minute and half each...and I had to stop everytime. It took us a while to get home. ;) We even had to call a friend and stop by their house to pee (again).

We finally made it home. I changed, packed a few last minute things in my hospital bag and we headed out. From departure from the doc's office that am  to arrival at the hospital, roughly four hours had passed (maybe less...it's been a while). I got all checked in, my amazing friend and doula, Mandy, arrived and they checked my dilation again. 7 cm and a bulging bag of waters! Yes! My walking had done the trick! All I kept hearing was how fast my labor was going to be. "Oh make sure we are ready once her water breaks, those babies are coming fast!" This was around 4:30pm...

We went for a walk around the hospital, but because I was having twins and because of our history and because we were in a hospital, we could only walk briefly before having to return for monitoring. Boo. Here is where my beautiful story gets a little irritating before returning to miracles and beauty and all that. ;) 

When I returned to my room, the nurses decided I should have my water broken. I figured, eh...what the heck, I'm already so far along, nothing is going to stop it now. Insert regret number one here. As I stated above, everyone was so concerned with the babies flying out of me and I was delivering twins in a hospital so immediately after breaking my water, they rolled me into the operating room to deliver (even though I was determined to do it naturally...this was one of the only things my doc required that I wasn't super stoked about...but whatever). Insert regret number two here. I DEFINITELY should have visited an OR before that very moment. Talk about terrifying to someone who was adamant that everything was going to be natural and easy and intervention-free! Bright lights. One million people. Baby warmers that weren't my chest. A bed transfer mid-hard labor to a terribly uncomfortable operating table "just in case". And the very worst part - a large cabinet of cupboards and drawers that were labled with all sorts of things...namely things like, "knife blades" and such. Cue sheer terror. Then there were the new nurses...well...one really. Nina. I cringe just thinking of her. What a rudey. She was so overly obsessed with the monitors. You may not realize, but while laboring with zero pain relief on a crappy inch thick padded table, keeping THREE monitors (one for each babe and one for contractions) on is a nearly impossible feat. She kept pushing down on my belly and moving the damn things around mid-contraction to find the heartbeats of my baby girls that I knew in every fiber of my bones were fine. I asked her at least three times to give me a minute. She never did. Enter labor shut down. 

Finally the wonderful Mandy and one of my cool nurses fought to have me wheeled back to my dim room on my more comfortable bed. You know what happened? My labor almost immediately picked back up. You see, we mammals are not meant to deliver our babies in crazy bright uncomfortable spaces surrounded by unkind people and feeling totally frightened. There is a reason you can't ever find the momma kitty and kittens until you hear their sweet little meows.

Anyway...off topic. So here we go again. Insert regret number three: allowing the nurses to check me 5000 times when I could have told them I wasn't ready yet. I felt no urge to push! Duh. So some time passes - no idea really how much. Time is very weird mid-labor. Minutes seem like hours and yet the hours seem to fly by. At some point in here as my labor was picking back up and I was really working during  each contraction, the lovely (note sarcasm) Nina declared loudly that my contractions "just weren't strong enough" to dilate me fully. After hearing her say this about three times and being pissed each time, I piped up and said loudly back to her, "I really don't need to hear that right now!!!" Shortly after my...uhm...outburst (?) she left the room. I was later told that she was irritated that I had a written birth plan and that it strictly stated that I did not want pitocin to augment my labor. Ridiculous. An aside: if you are so grumpy and rude about such an incredible experience, why in the world would you be a labor and delivery nurse? Sorry, Nina, that I didn't fit your one size fits all mould of come in, get epidural, have no opinion of what my body was built to do. Bleck. Anyway...

Before I knew it, my body just had to push...and some rude nurse telling me I still had a lip of cervix wasn't going to stop it. As my body was bearing down, somewhat against my will, I was yet again wheeled to that unfriendly OR and had to transfer beds again...pretty much mid-push. Wowsa. That was uncomfortable! At last Nina's monitor craze worked to my advantage. They kept moving off the heartbeats and she became worried enough that she told me to just push as my body so desired. Yes!! Glorious, glorious pushing. If you have ever had a natural birth, you know what I'm talking about. It was everything I had been working up to. Relief from contractions in a weird way and the best part...I was so much closer to meeting my baby girls!

After maybe a few minutes of pushing, my doc arrived. It is really so much of a blur at this point. It sure doesn't seem like I pushed more than maybe 5ish times before baby A (aka: Alice Isabella) crowned and then I quickly pushed her out. She was immediately placed on my chest. So little. So perfect. 

Her cord stayed connected until it stopped pulsing and then was clamped. Next up, my doc broke my second bag of waters and out gushed two rounds of fluid. "Enough to fill a bath tub," I was told. Haha. Alice was passed to a nurse to be dried, weighed, tagged ;), etc). Honestly...if it had been up to me, I would have kept holding her, but I understand how that isn't really an option while pushing. Haha. And then...my doc felt around to determine baby b's position and sure enough, my little gal had flipped around and was coming out feet first! In all my research during pregnancy, I had read a fair amount about breech birth and felt completely confident in my body and my baby. My doc was amazing. He was so calm and reassuring. He closed his eyes, felt around and helped me guide her out safely. When ready, I pushed. Feet. Then body. Pause for doc to check her head and make sure everything was lined up alright and then another push (maybe two) and out came baby b (aka: Lilah Sofia). Again straight to my chest and cord stayed intact. 

After helping with the pushing and delivery phases, Daddy held Alice while Lilah was all checked out and I was delivering placentas (5 lbs worth!!) and being stitched up after a mild tear. Then Daddy got to hold both his baby girls while I was wheeled back to my room. Because we were in the OR, he couldn't do skin to skin like we wanted. Boo. Damn sterile environment. 

Because there was two of them and because I had to wait until I was wheeled back into my room, I had to wait much longer than I would have liked before I got nurse them for the first time. And I didn't get to just place them on my chest and let them bob around until they made their way to the "treasure". But when the time came and with a lot of pillow propping, they latched on right away and nursed like old pros!

All in all, inspite of a few hiccups, a nasty nurse and a couple things I would have changed if I could have, it was incredible. Intense. Definitely intense. But unbelievably incredible. And with two healthy, happy babies and a healthy momma, who can really complain all that much?

The wonderful Mandy helping tie up my (homemade for Nolan's birth) gown. Pretty pattern...not exactly flattering. Ha.
"I can totally fill this out"
"Uhm...wait...maybe not. Husband, help, please."
Getting all hooked up.
Contraction mid-hook up. Check out that profile! 38 weeks 5 days.
Me and my man.
This is me chillin' in the OR (the first time) pretty much asleep, trying desperately to get a little rest when my labor stalled.
The unfriendly OR and that damn drawer column of doom.
"I'm down here! Stop worrying about the silly monitors!" Haha.
Alice Isabella. 6lbs 7oz. Born 4.16.13 at 1:22am.

"Here we go again..."
Lilah Sofia. 6lbs 4oz. Born 4.16.13 at 1:28am.
Daddy and Alice
Daddy and his girls.

Me and Alice all hooked up.
First tandem nursing session!
My little cuddle bugs.
Alice and Nolan meeting for the first time.
Proud big brother.
Inspecting baby sissy Alice.

My world.

Now...seven months later, it is still intense and still incredible...every single day. Haha. Most days, I go about our business without much extra thought about the fact that there are two of them. But every now and again, I have these moments of shock when I think to myself, "Holy crap! I have TWO babies...at the same time! What!?".

They don't sleep much these days, but they still nurse like champs. In fact, at least half of this post was typed on my phone while rocking, walking, laying with and or nursing one or both of them. They think Nolan is hilarious and he tells me that he loves them so much that he married them. Their favorite toys are Sophie the giraffe, a wooden bead maze thing, a wagon of wooden blocks, an indestructible book and a plastic blue bird (gross), but what they REALLY like is  any toy that belongs to big brother. Alice is so incredibly curious, crawls and gets into pretty much everything. Today for the very first time she moved herself from a crawling position almost all the way to a sitting up position on the floor! Me thinks she's gonna be a tough one to keep up with. Lilah is still stationary, but is quite a chatterbox and says, "mama" all the time. Melt my heart. We still waffle back and forth on the question of identical versus fraternal, but are leaning back to fraternal these days. Lilah has her two middle bottoms teeth about halfway in. Alice's same two are cutting through. They go with the flow pretty well and thankfully LOVE to be in the ergos. That helps get Bug out the door more easily. They had their first taste of food the other day. Not solid, but something other than breastmilk. It was homemade chicken broth. Alice was pretty indifferent and most if it dribbled back out the other side of her mouth. Lilah thought it was pretty funny, laughed and then lunged in for more. They love to snuggle. They are raspberry blowing masters. When Lilah cries, Alice often goes to her and touched her hand or her head. When Alice cries, Lilah often cries along too. Alice definitely seems to have taken the "big sister" role...I mean obviously. Haha. Those six minutes are a big deal! Ha.
They are a total handful, but we couldn't love them more. 

Happy 7 months to my little ladies! Here are some pics from the past week.
Nolan loving on Lilah.
Alice scaling the bouncy seat to get to the silly blue bird.
Adventures of Alice. Part 1.
Part 2.
Part 3. With cameo by sissy Lilah.
Me and my bubs.
And here are some from the morning of their 7 month birthday. Sorry some are a bit dim. It was pre-sunrise. Oy.

Sissies and one of their favorite toys. Watch Alice's hands in the next few pictures.
My baby girls are getting SO BIG! (pardon my hair. Early morning after a late night...and showers are often rare around here. Ew.)
Bug and Alice.
This is Alice...almost sitting up...with a huge snot bubble. Gross. And also super cute.
So close to sitting!
Adventures of Alice: Part 4.
Lilah and the blue bird.
Alice and blue bird. I told you, they love this thing.
Alice all tucked in for a nap under a blanket from my infancy. :)
Happy 7 months, sissies!
Happy sissies.